Free Refills (Books 30 - 33)
Use your powers for good, I say, especially the power of humor. But in 2005 in the privacy of these pages, I didn't care so much about that.
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ginnabeans
Apr 75 min read
Broken Pillar, Shattered Dreams ~Book 29~
Here’s a thing: when you write and perform your own play there is nowhere to hide. When the criticism comes, you are for whom it's meant.
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ginnabeans
Mar 117 min read
Riches and Wretches, Books 25, 26, 27, and 28
After graduating from grad school in May 2003, I got to New York that August, and over the course of my first year, I lived in four...
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ginnabeans
Feb 174 min read
DOORS. Books 22, 23, and 24
It’s August of 2002, the summer before my third and final year of grad school. I am doing a play –my play, a play I wrote– in a small...
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ginnabeans
Nov 26, 20235 min read
Surprised-Not-Surprised (Books 19, 20, and 21)
Y’know, when I tell people about this project, they often ask if I have uncovered anything surprising. Anything I’d forgotten about, but...
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ginnabeans
Oct 28, 20236 min read
Emphasis on Mess ~ Book 18 ~
This book is isolated. It was the summer after my first year in grad school and I spent it with all the other first-years in London...
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ginnabeans
Sep 24, 20235 min read
where is the love? (books fourteen - seventeen)
I just have words that I put to my feelings.
I have feelings all the time. I am never not feeling.
And that adds up to a lot of words.
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ginnabeans
Aug 18, 20238 min read
point and purpose, (Los Angeles Books 12 & 13)
I hope the effort has not been too obvious. I've been trying to find a point to it all. Effort slathered on writing is never pretty. Sorry.
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ginnabeans
Jul 31, 20236 min read
No Humbler Brag (Books Seven to Eleven)
Reader, I never win.
If I place at all, I come in no better than second place.
Red ribbon.
B Team.
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ginnabeans
Jul 29, 20232 min read
B Team
“B” is fine It’s more than passing. It’s 3.5 stars out of five. It’s a bronze medal! Being B Team was completely acceptable. It was...
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ginnabeans
Jul 22, 20235 min read
Trancendance and Quest
Everything documented is dated. And everything dated is at least partially ignorant. It can’t know more than it knows in the present.
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ginnabeans
Jul 7, 20234 min read
Creative Insults, Books Two and Three
23-Me dumped her thoughts on pages. Where else could she put them? She wasn't going to tell you. She wanted you to believe she was fearless
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ginnabeans
Jun 25, 20233 min read
Diary Bonfire
If you had 78 notebooks detailing twenty years of your life, would you preserve them or destroy them?
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ginnabeans
Jan 28, 20202 min read
Book One, Game of Telephone
"Book One is gone. I threw it away sometime between 2011 and 2014. That thick green notebook was taking up space. I opened it up and read...
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